I can't say I'm surprised, but still! This sucks!
DH and I have decided to move ahead with a medicated IUI cycle. I'm beyond nervous about it, and have been having nightmares about high order multiples since we made our choice. I just keep reminding myself that I always have this horrible anxiety before we try anything new.
I guess I'm to the point where I have decided enough is enough. 8 natural IUI's. That's enough, right? I am still very, very, VERY scared about it, and trying to justify it in my mind. So far, natural IUI's have been fairly "successful" ( I used the term loosely) in that I have managed to become pregnant 3 out of 8 cycles where we have done it. Which is actually a higher percentage than is usual. Our problem has evolved from being not being able to get pregnant, to not being able to stay pregnant. Will injectibles have any bearing on that at all? No, probably not. So... there is the conundrum I am faced with. It feels like a logical next step, but is it really necessary? I just kind of feel like we have to do something! I just hope that this really is the right "something".
So, c'mon CD1. Let's get this show on the road! The faster we can get through this cycle, the faster I can relax. UGH!