Sunday, June 13, 2010

NIL

So glad I did 2 weeks of particularly painful PIO shots in the ass. It firmly cemented my hatred for the BIG FAT ZERO that was my beta today.

DH and I have decided to to do a few more injectible/IUI cycles. If no success by the end of August - we're moving on to IVF. It sucks when you realize that you are actually at the end of your rope. I never thought we'd have to make a decision like this. It kills me to have to shell out thousands for one cycle, and end up with no guarantees; only "maybe."

I feel sick.

6 comments:

Bummed Uterus said...

I'm so sorry. :( I am in the same boat. I am at the end of my rope too.

E. Phantzi said...

Oh I am so sorry. This is so hard. ((((hugs))))
(Project Progeny)

Miss Ruby said...

I'm so sorry. I wish there were words I could say to give you hope for the future but I've tried to find them for myself and keep coming up empty handed...

I do hope, however, that when you come to the end of that rope, that you find some unexpected length that gives you more strength to keep moving forward and eventually reaching your dream of motherhood.

xxx

niobe said...

I'm so, so sorry.

Michele said...

From LFCA... sending hugs....

Middle of the Pack said...

Visiting from LFCA. I'm in the same crappy boat, sister! Much love during this trying time.