Is it possible for a "break" cycle to break you?
I'm starting to remember that one of us is "broken" and that taking a break isn't exactly likely to help our cause.
Starting to wonder if this "break" is going to be permanent. I still haven't discussed it with DH, so the finality of it is unconcluded.
Man, I hate feeling like a quitter, and yet I am so very tired. Tired of lonely pink lines, and stupid questions that I can't bring myself to ignore.
If only the hole in my heart would heal, and I could say with certainty that I CAN live my life happily without ever having another baby.
If only...
2 comments:
Yes, I feel the same way - it's so dismal, all of it. I'm trying to reach those terms too, to finally say goodbye the trying. It's an incremental evolution of thought I think.
I don't know. I'm not there yet. BUT I do think it would be a mutal decision. Sometimes the process just seems so long, daunting - and then you hear of someone else's good news and have a fresh round of hope. **BIG HUGS** as you're considering this.
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