Sorry to keep you all in the dark. I really appreciate the emails and texts checking in on me, though! I totally love you guys!
The only problem is that I don't think I can find the words to tell you how this week has been. My beta is tentatively scheduled for Monday, but I think I'd die on the spot if it was a decent number, if positive at all. (Yes, I POAS. BFN at 12dp2dt)
There is so much more to tell, but I just don't have it in me to "say it out loud" so to speak. I think I just need to "be" for a while.
Hopefully, it won't take too long. Thanks for understanding.
