No, really. I love you.
But...
I'm dealing with so much right now. I can't do it here, too. I know you are all waiting, and I'm sorry. But honestly - I'm not sure what to tell you. All I can say is: It could go either way.
Please just be with me in heart, and send all the positive thoughts, vibes, prayers, ANYTHING my way.
Sorry for the distance, but I just can't...