Monday, October 26, 2009

Not over yet

I'm sure you'll all sick of the back and forth nature of my recent posts, so I'm sorry.

However, I have decided not to give up yet. Friday was a HORRIBLE day, but Saturday I woke up with renewed hope. I know that miscarriage is very likely, but so far my body is not showing me any signs that it will be happening soon. I am chosing to celebrate every moment that I get with this wee one. Whether it ends tomorrow, or next week... or hopefully, in June with a healthy birth... I want to know that I have done everything emotionally, mentally and physically to keep this bean happy.

I'm not sure what this week will hold as far as tests go. I am still trying to work out a comprimise with my RE's nurse (I wish I could actually talk to HIM! Heaven forbid!)

Thank you for all your kind words. It means a lot to me. Your encouragement helps me get through all this, and I love you for it.


JuliaS said...

Meim - I am so sorry I haven't been around. Sickness at my house has kept me away from the computer.

I have been thinking of you and sending as many positive thoughts/prayers as I could. I support you fully in your desire to invest as much as you can in this pregnancy - for good or bad. You deserve as many happy moments as possible. I wish things were easier or more clearcut - but Whatever the outcome - I'm rooting for you.


niobe said...

Thinking of you.